Long time no update..so my life has been..oh lets say uneventful.nothing of insane interest has happened. I came to the conclusion I have no life. Not really, I sit around at home most nights, because I can't do anything like I used too. but I'm not sure that I really care. I'd like to go out and do things with friends, but some part of me doesn't because I'm afraid of, trouble I could get into. I'm scard. I'm always afraid somethings going to happen and I'll come home and my life will be over, my mom will find something out, or something. I don't know. I hang out with Olivia and thats it. for the most part. I don't hang out with Megan or Brandi, or any of my other friends for that matter. I don't know why. I don't make an effort, I'm afraid my mom will start questioning me, she always makes me feels horrible when I go out, she thinks I'm up to something. So I just stay home to prevent the questioning. It's getting old. My life revolves around school. I'm getting better grades because I'm so focused on doing well. If I didn't have Drama I would die. If I didn't have things to do after school most of the time, it would suck a lot. but I'm going to stop being stupid.
So this weekend, uhm..friday I went to Olivias after school, woooow FUNNY that was a good day. Saterday, uh..I..cleaned my room, and went shopping with my mother. Sunday I went to Columbus to see My Aunt and Uncle. I really like that city it's really awesome, so many cool shops. Anthropology best store I have ever seen, so excpensive though. They told me if I wanted to go to Ohio State I could live with them, in there huge house, but I have no interest in going to Ohio. it was a nice offer though. Sunday, I went shopping with mom, and helped her make dinner, then Shane and Colleen came over, and hung out that was fun. And today I'm trying to get 3 dollars, I must get 3 dollars!!! and I might do something with Olivia, I don't know we'll see.